Im scared of being 18... *thinks of all the things she will do* It freaks me out.. And it sounds old.. even though its not.. Ahhhh
14 days to go!!
But i am excited because i get to celebrate.. and i havent celebrated anything for like.. umm a whole year

lasst year for my birthday i umm... *tries to remember what she did* oh yeah thats right my grandma died.. and i had to go to welly for the funeral.. and then i drove back on friday night and my boyfriend (at the time) took me to lagered.
Yeah so umm. i dont think i really celebrated it at all.. ...
hopefully this year will be way more fun!!! ;o)
i might go out for dinner with everyone! and then go and stay at some expensive hotel.. and eat and play!

or umm err maybe not.
bah. i cant deciede by myself...