no more!!

I have decided to finally take a proper break from all the cocktails of drugs. Over the past few weeks I have been totally fucking my body up and am still paying for it now. Blurry vision, no energy and my legs are going numb! Anyone else overdone it over the xmas holidays??
WISH ME LUCK!

Both Kyla and I have laid off the gear for a while.

I\'ve pretty much been solidly on some drug or another since the beginning of last year.

this was not just the weekends but getting up to as much as 4-5 days a week.

pretty silly really,

I\'ve taken up a health kick again... rode 25miles on the excercise bike each morning. will get back to the gym soon.

stay tuned for the new improved gedda

yes good call, not to mention feeling down and crap all the time and the $$

bring on the red bulls!!! thats all I\'ll be having from now on.

Yeah, same here. After my birthday I\'m gonna start looking after myself.. My drug use is starting to impact parts of my life outside of my recreational time which is irresponsible. I kinda like me, and I don\'t want to change myself like that.

It\'s gonna be fuckin\' hard though.. I really, really like being fucked up! Haha!

Yeah sure..... whatever ;P hahahahaha

same story different day hehe

scooby - you haven\'t been living in my body for the last week. I am fully serious this time.

Good for you, Good luck, Hope theres no good parties on

ok we\'ll see thou, what bout gods kitchen???

but if ya need a hug ya know where i am hehe

i think i might lay off them for a while too. duncan be proud! =P

Two more words... Human Traffic :o)

scooby - might go to gods kitchen but won\'t have anything. had some real freaky shit happen in the last week which has made my mind up about doing any more.
still need my hugs tho

Moderation is the key. If I feel that things start to impact on my everyday life, such as my work, I think it will be time to call it quits.

i think once u actually start u feel the impact on ur normal life, but after a while it becomes normal and u no longer see it. i can now cope with going out all night sleeping for maybe 2 hours then going to work for 8 hours, going out the following night sleeping for a couple of hours then working another 8 hours. becomes a way of life and u learn to cope

did you have *something* since i last saw ya..??

I wonder how I\'m gonna feel getting back to (almost) normal? Hope it\'s a marked improvement to motivate me

how\'s rideline?

I had kind of an overdose in London... just because e and crystal seemed easier to get than water!!!

I got sooooo cranky for like more than two weeks, for a few days my vision was fucking out, I constantly forgot names and things that I wouldnt normally forget... it wasnt good! But Im all back to normal now!

scooby - nope...nothing but remember what was wrong with my leg??....well thats been happening everyday on and off all day now.

thats no good babe

Rideline is all good..

..Browsing all day

Well I am still gonna take enhancers for a while. I have always taken the various drugs in moderation and I know they are in moderation because I know a lot of people that take fuck loads more than me.

And until I can turn my life around and become happy again I will keep taking them as long as it covers all of the hurt, pain and anger. And if it kills me then I am the only one to blame.

at least u\'ll die happy i guess

Whoa

Heavy

Harvey is right, moderation is the key. Renaissancer, glad to hear that hon.

I only really take drugs for special occassions so over use has never really been an issue, pot is not a drug.

i\'m gonna make it a big or special event thing, so just not gonna do it every weekend all weekend....

you mean blurry vision, no energy and legs going numb isnt normal??

NightJunkie thats scary shit man!! You wanna spend heaps of time with close friends that lift you up!!